Monday, October 24, 2011

The Afghan Girl

I'm actually sitting in my Painting class right now writing this.  I've already finished my painting that isn't due until the end of class on Wednesday, so I brought my Macbook into class to "write a paper."

Riiiight.

So, last time we left drawing class, we were working off a photograph to make a realistic (or "illusionistic" as my professor says, since it's the "illusion of realism") drawing with graphite pencils.

If you remember, this is the girl that I drew.


And this is my drawing.


I did make a few little last minute changes, like shading and stuff, but overall this is how it turned out.  I was so absolutely thrilled with this drawing because it's the best drawing I've ever done in my whole life.  It may not look exactly like the picture, but I thought it looked pretty damn good.  Especially for me.

I had the most trouble with the face, which I think is obvious.  Faces are hard to do because everything is so subtle.  How do I get that skin texture with a freaking pencil?  I don't know.  And the eyes were tough because they are the focus of the whole picture.  
At first she was looking cross-eyed, and everyone in class was freaking out as I was working.  "Oh my god, she's got a lazy eye!  I can't tell where she's looking!"  Chill, people.  It's a work in progress.

So I go into class really confident, pin it up on the wall, and take a look around at the others.

And once again, all my confidence was completely shattered.
Even the people I didn't notice before did so extremely well on this project, I was blown away.  Mine was like, at the bottom 20% of the class.  I was so disappointed, which totally sucks since I worked so hard on this.  

I really just don't know what to do about this.  I won't get an A on this, but seriously, I don't know what else to do.  It's not like a test I didn't study hard enough for.  I worked for hours and hours and HOURS on this drawing, probably upwards of 12 to 15.  That's a long time!  More than I've ever studied for a test.  Actually, probably more than I've studied for every test I've ever had (What?  I'm not big on studying).

What do I have to do to get an A in this class?

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