The Afghan Girl

I'm actually sitting in my Painting class right now writing this.  I've already finished my painting that isn't due until the end of class on Wednesday, so I brought my Macbook into class to "write a paper."

Riiiight.

So, last time we left drawing class, we were working off a photograph to make a realistic (or "illusionistic" as my professor says, since it's the "illusion of realism") drawing with graphite pencils.

If you remember, this is the girl that I drew.

And this is my drawing.

I did make a few little last minute changes, like shading and stuff, but overall this is how it turned out.  I was so absolutely thrilled with this drawing because it's the best drawing I've ever done in my whole life.  It may not look exactly like the picture, but I thought it looked pretty damn good.  Especially for me.

I had the most trouble with the face, which I think is obvious.  Faces are hard to do because everything is so subtle.  How do I get that skin texture with a freaking pencil?  I don't know.  And the eyes were tough because they are the focus of the whole picture.  

At first she was looking cross-eyed, and everyone in class was freaking out as I was working.  "Oh my god, she's got a lazy eye!  I can't tell where she's looking!"  Chill, people.  It's a work in progress.

So I go into class really confident, pin it up on the wall, and take a look around at the others.

And once again, all my confidence was completely shattered.

Even the people I didn't notice before did so extremely well on this project, I was blown away.  Mine was like, at the bottom 20% of the class.  I was so disappointed, which totally sucks since I worked so hard on this.  

I really just don't know what to do about this.  I won't get an A on this, but seriously, I don't know what else to do.  It's not like a test I didn't study hard enough for.  I worked for hours and hours and HOURS on this drawing, probably upwards of 12 to 15.  That's a long time!  More than I've ever studied for a test.  Actually, probably more than I've studied for every test I've ever had (What?  I'm not big on studying).

What do I have to do to get an A in this class?

Pointilism

The next drawing assignment is a focus on pointilism and realism.  Basically what we do is draw a grid on a picture, then create a larger scale grid on our paper, a draw one box at a time.  You only draw in each box what you see per box, you're not really supposed to look at the bigger picture as a whole until the end.

Here was our "warm up" pointilism piece.  An eyeball.

Yay!  It actually looks like an eyeball!

I'm actually really digging this project.  This is the kind of thing I can get behind.  I mean, that looks pretty real, right?  It took me a couple rows of the grid to really get into it, but once I could see how it was progressing I really enjoyed it.  And my professor called it a "really great drawing." 

!!!!

So, the next step is to pick a photo and do the same thing, but on a larger scale.  The photo is 6 x 8, so the drawing would be twice as big, 12 x 16.  I decided on this, one of my favorite photographs ever.

"The Afghan Girl" from National Geographic 1985

Okay, you should really check out the original (in color) and read the story, too.  When I was younger, my parents had like every single National Geographic, and those magazines are what originally got me interested in photography and why I took a photo class in high school.  And then, on the first day of class, we watched a short movie about the life and career of National Geographic photographers.  Coughfatecough.

Anyway, the whole point of this little anecdote is that this is one of the pictures that got me involved in photography, which led to me minoring in Fine Arts, which led to me taking this drawing class.  I normally wouldn't even attempt to draw this, but I think I did pretty well with the eye so hopefully I'll do it justice.  I'm really excited to just see the end result.

Oh, and we're using graphite pencils for this.  6 different ones, in fact, all with different softness of lead so they shade darker, sharper, etc.  I'm a fan.